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Wednesday, June 9, 2010
GET WELL SOON BABY

i didnt manage to update for the past few days because i sleep over my sister house. i did bring my laptop but i'm just not in the mood to update. both my lovely and petite newphews are falling sick. poor thing. :"(

MONDAY sister called at 630pm crying saying that Akil is not responding and he was shaking; fits. yes, dad asked me to rushed to my sis house. surprisigly, i took 3 minutes to reach there. usually it took me 15 minutes to walk. i ran all the way without feeling tired. miracle do happen i guess cos i believe that i can't run that fast cos it has been a few years since i ran. upon reaching ambulance was there already and i saw my nephew half conscious. trust me my heart drop upon looking at his adorable face. i was crying la cos his only 2 years 2 months old . :"(

TUESDAY akil was cranking all day long and he only wants me cos i'm his wonderful makcik what. don't blame me. trust me he sleeps with me eat with me and even play with me. and sister asked me to accompany her that night cos only me can endure with akil's crankyness.

WEDNESDAY both of my nephews was cranky. we feel so helpless cos they are in pain and we can't seem to help them. both didnt even manage to eat any meals or even milk. haaaaaaais, than went to the doctor and haikal was infected by hand food mouth disease. no wonder he was all cranky eh. pity them so much.

i'm going to have a movie date with my boyf. plan to watch karate kids but i don't know whether it's still on. looking at both the condition of my two lovely nephew i just can't bear enjoying my days while they have to cry and bear with the pain. i feel so useless yknow. :"( furthermore, i just received calls from dy saying his not in the mood to watch movie plak. gatal matair aku, padahal die yang ajak. sepak kang ! ok, i think i shall call him now and plan everything eh. k, bye all. keep reading wooooooookay. oh, and i miss my boyf very much.

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