am still in dilemma. should i stay home or visit Atok at the hospital. called dy but he is fast asleep. he doesnt want to meet me and his been talking crap. that shows that my boyf is really realy exhausted. pooe him. shall not ruin his sleep today, go rest la dear boy. oh yes, i'm going to go treading like later. will be meeting A, and we will go hospital together :D bye all. im off to get changed.