life is really tough for me now. it is not on my side for now. and for that, i came to school with sloppy eye and moodless. Sometimes, i wonder, why do we have our down and unfairness moment. i'm so down that i can't even pick myself up. but one thing for sure, i am going to deal this slowly. for now, i just wish Asri is there for me and that 'they' will try to understand me as a teenager who are trying very hard to grow up blending in with the others... seriously, i need just that two things now.