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♣ Eh hi, I'm Atikah Najib. Although I'm 20, I still have curfews. I laughed alot more than i talked. Life is full of surprises, just pretend to be shocked when it knocks you. Find me at instagrm/twitter, i'm less quieter there. @IkahNajib
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Thursday, March 3, 2011
myself-I'm having some major problem now. only a handful of people knows about it. I'm not fine/good but i'm good at pretending. life wasn't really on my side since the day i turned 19. things got worse and more problems came. i can't deny that i miss not having problems. i'm helpless but still life has to move on. whatever happens, i know, there is always something at the end of the day. this Saturday will be the big day. i'm always worried and scared, i'm just a little messed up. well, i actually don't really know what to say about mi'm not myself. i've explained a bit so dont bother understand it because it's too complicated. school-it's the holidays. for the last two weeks, it was the most hectic week ever. told ya, i did super badly for semester two and i've been trying my very best to repeat this year. i spent most of my time revising but you know, at times, last minute revising doesn't always work. I'm waiting for the results, am not expecting anything just a pass and be able to be in year 2 would be enough. it's the holiday now, i'm enjoying it to the fullest but i'm getting bored with things. i think im gonna work a little and yahhhh, gain more experience. Asri-things were just fine but i just miss the old us. we've not been really stable lately. for the past five months, it was like a test. most of the time we were fighting and wrecking each other hearts without realising. how i wished this stop. but i know, this battle will continue. he told me that things will change once we step into our tertiary lifes and it was all true. i hate the change but i know i can't be like the 16 year old girl who only things about boyfriend. both of us we busy with things, preparing for our future and i must really be ready to accept this. there will be no more midnight calls, no more meeting everday, no more sweet long messages. but one thing that will always be there, our everlasting love. as I grow up, i realise something, something valuable that i would not share with anyone. let's just say, setengah daripada zaman cinta monyet kite da berlalu :D this blog-i have been abandoning this blog for too long. too long that at times, i forgot that its actually exist. well, i think i might deleting this blog and my tumblr too. i just can't be bothered with this because i think, i have a life now. i'm only active in twitter because i love it. create a twitter and follow me if you are keen to know about me. my name in twitter is @eyqavy so yahhhh. Labels: things change |