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♣ Eh hi, I'm Atikah Najib. Although I'm 20, I still have curfews. I laughed alot more than i talked. Life is full of surprises, just pretend to be shocked when it knocks you. Find me at instagrm/twitter, i'm less quieter there. @IkahNajib
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Monday, July 18, 2011
 eh hello, it has been awhile. i know. i'm too busy with life that i'm abandoning this site. i've been too obsessed with twitter that i find this site no longer in need. many things have changed since the last time i blogged. too many that can never be fully explained. everything happened too fast, too fast. from 'i love you to i loved you'. from boyfriend to exboyfriend. from a crush to special someone. many people still been asking me that particular familiar question 'you broke up with him?' .the guy that i talked almost 80% of my life , the one whom i use to love the most and the guy whom captured my heart since i'm 14 years old are no longer with me. We broke up on the 050511. don't ask me why but that love was too complicated to even talked about it. he will always be in my heart, no doubt. not only that changes, i am becoming a wiser girl now. i'm happy being the independent girl. i'm earning myself now. well, partially. so find me at Merlion. met new friends, lots of em' and some can even be labelled as close friends. school has been the same. been trying to survive and at least graduate with a diploma although i'm struggling with some of the module. i don't really favour the course i'm taking. taking it up just for the sake of the career opportunities that can offer me in few years time. at times, i just dont know what my aim in life now. but what i want for sure, is to at least make my parents proud of me. thats all. although i may sound depressing and heartbroken, i'm actually happy with what i have now. more friends, closer bonding with my two best girls and of course someone who fix the broken heart of mine. he is someone that i'm gonna treasure. It has been almost 2 months since we met and he is the person who accept my flaws without hesitation. don't be shocked to see me with this charming boy. i moved on and someone have been taking good care of my heart. so, stop assuming and just shut your mouth if you happened to see me with a guy. it has been the same guy that i'm going out with. no one else. we're closer now but i guess it takes time to understand someone. the feeling is there but i don't want to force myself or anything. let just fate decide on us. Labels: a new beginning |